Living without Fear

Icing on the cake is something that is expected when you bake a cake,

However you don’t have to add icing, if the cake is moist and delicious already,

Like barbecuing ribs, but not adding the barbecue sauce, the meat is already season right so you don’t have to destroy the taste with the sauce,

Something that ain’t right isn’t always meant to be right, although I write, doesn’t always make it right to continue to write, having the fear of being wrong and not always being right,

Fate is something that is exceptionally feared throughout our walks of life, as we fear to create healthy relationship to justify how down we are for a hood that is feared by no one,

In this life sometimes we tend to fear what is wrong so we can be right, only to understand that our wrongs don’t always make it right,

Sometimes you have to bump your head once or twice to realize, that I fear being wrong, only to make it right,

We live in a world of capitalism, narcissism, judgmental idolisms, only to fear what you fear, which can be the person you stare at in the mirror,

God is all we should fear, however, life is feared by death, life is feared by guns and knives, life is feared by taken a step forward not knowing the out come,

Fear comes in all shapes and forms, and can deter you from living out your true dreams, Fear can deter you from loving the right person and wanting the right things for yourself,

Once fear has erupted into you’re blood stream, life is slowed down to a point in which, social anxiety may become more of a scape goat, rather than a problem,

As you position yourself to find strength and courage, you realize that the problem isn’t social or emotional trauma, but fear of being hurt again and again,

When you realize life is moving faster than what it really is, and you slow down to see how fast you have been going, just to realize that we will all get to the finish line whether you get that fast or slow,

When I write these passages, my fear is the unordinary unknown of myself, only to understand that I too can become fearful, I too can become toxic, I too can become vigilant, although,

I choose to walk through the valley of death with my angels hovering over me, to protect me and my ability to get through this life with minimal bumps and bruises, using God as my pilot,

To do this, I have to be willing to take defeat as it comes, to take unessasary drama and turn it into something healthy for me rather than promote unhealthy practices,

The fear of being fearful is something that I believe can save many humans from being corrupt and dishonorable,

If your not afraid to change, If you fear change within itself, If you fear the unexpected from the expected, then you fear life within life itself,

Many of our lives were unexpected, many of our lives weren’t planned, therefore growing up, we should fear the outcome of our adulthood,

We feel fear as soon as we are born, only to over come fear with confidence and strength withing ourselves, within our community,

Imaging the first time you have realize that life is about taking chances, and you can’t or won’t be able to take that chance if you are fearful of living,

Live with obedience, live with a purpose, live with positive vibes, live with hope, live with God, live with community, live without fear,

If we could learn to love one another and not fear one another then we can understand one another and not make assumptions about one another but understand that knowing that we too are living in fear, we must find some courage to continue to live in fear,

In the end, it was the fear of not hurting my parents, the fear of not being a failure to my aunt’s and uncles, the fear of not wanting to be a villain, the fear of not wanting to hurt someone mentally or physically, the fear of not being loved, the fear of not belonging, the fear of not being polite, the fear of failure amongst my peers, the fear of not trying or giving it my all,

All because, I chose, to live in fear,

Onelove MDz

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